Being Twenty


I have been a away for a while, just because have been feeling lazy to write and couldn’t really come up with something interesting to write. In the months when I was busy being lazy, I turned twenty and therefore the post. Honestly being twenty and nineteen are the same. The only difference is I am no longer a teenager which invalidates the name of this blog. And owing to that reason I have come up with a new one, find it out here:

http://beingtwentysrishti.wordpress.com/

I call it “Being Twenty” , hope you enjoy reading on my new blog. Looking forward to hear from you there. Being twenty is fun, nothing goes wrong when you are twenty. You are neither too young nor too old. This blog is from a twenty year old who wants the world to know what she thinks of it, her bizarre thoughts and her ramblings. So folks see you there, cheers.

Matru Ki Bijlee Ka Mandola: A review


Matru Ki Bijlee Ka Mandola was the first big release of 2013 and was highly awaited but has been a huge damper. Vishal Bhardwaj had a good story to tell and the theme was well-chosen but plot went haywire. At one moment you were glued to what is happening and the other moment, you couldn’t care less.

The actors were convincing enough including Imran Khan who adapted the role of a Haryanavi boy quite well, Pankaj Kapoor was impressive in his dual personality role of a rich  land owner, although Shabana Azmi could have been much better.

The story is set in a fictitious Haryana Village, Mandola, named after the rich Harry Mandola( Pankaj Kapoor) who along with Chaudhary Devi( Shabana Azmi) is plotting a way of make the farmers sell their land and make big bucks. Devi’s buffon-like son is engaged to Bijlee (Anushka Sharma), Mandola’s daughter.

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The story starts with a limousine crashing into a liquor kiosk, and the driver Matru(Imran Khan) and his boss Mandola  running away with the pink alcohol of the Haryanavi village. Ironically Matru is hired to keep Mandola away from alcohol who has a split personality. When sober he is a typical land-owner but in inebriated condition he causes a complete ruckus.The scenes where he flies a helicopter and then crashes it or where he instigates a crowd against himself are pretty absurd and grow on you after sometime. So do the scenes with the pink buffalo, there was something uncanny about it.

There are some funny scenes, the one funniest one being the ruined wedding scene. So, the movie is spoiled by unconvincing story-telling and you go home disappointed. Watch it only if you have nothing better to do.

By srishtikush Posted in Reviews

Cold Winter night


* I don’t think this really qualifies as a poem, there is no rhyming scheme, don’t think it can be a song either. Call it whatever you want after reading*

This cold winter night,
I feel a shiver just thinking of you.
Thoughts of what could have been
but was never meant to be,
linger in my silly little brain.
The reins of my thoughts take
me back to the last winter
when you were around.
Now the days are spent
wishing you had hung on
and nights crying, thinking of you.
It is this cold winter night,
when I realize you are long gone.
In the eerie silence of the night
your absence haunts me
and the tears come gushing out.
I pined you to be close by,
but this cold winter night
I know, you won’t be.
It is time to let go,
that’s what I tell myself,
for it was never meant to be.

By srishtikush Posted in poetry

College To Do List


I have been in my college for nearly three years and believe me not, if you want it to be, college is fun. I never realized how fast the past three years have gone by. There are some things you have to, I repeat HAVE TO experience in college. Those few things are listed below:

1) Make best friends for life: I met my bff’s in college and I am sure we will go much beyond college. If I can call the last three years any good it is just because of them.

2) Go on a Goa trip: You can go to any part of the world, but a trip to Goa with your college pals will always be the most cherished one. Trust me, it is a crazy place, where you can be at your craziest best because what happens in Goa stays in Goa. Do not miss to plan it in your college.

3) Miss classes: Miss them to watch movies, to go for road-trips or just to sit in the college cafeteria because you don’t feel like studying.

4) Study a night before an exam: That’s the best time to study, the time when you can push yourself to stay awake and complete thirty chapters of the hardest subject while sipping coffee.

5) Live in a coffee-shop: My friends and I have literally spent our entire days in coffee shops talking, laughing and doing absolutely nothing. I remember a time when we even had memorized the entire playlist of a particular place and knew that each song played there six times in a day (yeah, we are that lame and idle).

6) Pull a prank on your friend: I guess, everyone has done it, pranks are always fun but make sure it is nothing serious.

7) Slap your friend for being serious for a guy/girl: When your friend is truly, madly, deeply in ‘lowe’ with someone and cries and whines all day because of this and that someone is not good enough then you have every right to knock some sense into your friend.

8) Get drunk: Get drunk a million times and every time that happens pledge not to drink again.

9) Think of life after college: Everyone does that, have fun but not at the expense of your future. Make sure nothing goes wrong there.

10) Party till the break of dawn: Be loud, dance the night away and just party hard.

11) Ace a subject and fail another: Nothing feels good like being perfect in a particular subject and you can’t be good with everything so can fail in one of the subjects.

12) Realize: Realize a lot of things, like how your grades could have been better, how much you have changed in college, what you have to do after college, all of it needs to be thought of.

13) Go broke: Spend all your allowances on something exotic in the beginning of the month and end up having no money for the rest of it. I believe that’s how we learn how to manage our money, making sure next time we are not out of it.

14) Own a car that breaks down fifteen times a month: You will hate it, curse it but a jalopy like that is a guarantee of you having a great time for it takes you everywhere, no matter how many times it breaks down.

15) Spur-of-the-moment-trip: College is the first time in your life you have the freedom to do almost whatever you want. When it’s a cold, depressing Friday in February and you don’t feel like going to the same places you’ve been to every weekend for the past five months, take an unplanned trip somewhere.

No Country for good men


Ours is a great country, here goons( I will prefer not calling them people, they are not people) are respected and glorified for instigating people to kill each other in the name of religion and region and talking against a particular religion or region openly. They are given the highest state honor, a 21 gun salute on dying ‘valiantly’ of ripe old age. I am not going to take names, because I fear being arrested or worse being killed by these people.

If I post on a social media site that a certain politician in our country is dirty and people like him or her are born and die everyday and what is the big deal about it, I will be charged of hurting ‘religious sentiments’ of people and will be put behind the bars for this and the politician’s army will probably burn down my house. And I suggest you not to hit like on my post, because you too might have to join me behind the bars. I beg you to enlighten me what kind of law is this, where did I hurt anyone’s sentiments here? I just gave a statement that speaks volumes of truth, why do the people of this country not want to hear the truth?

It truly baffles me how can a politician who wants to ban the migration of citizens of the same country to his state be loved to a great extent or is it just hypocrisy and fear of people. What good job is he doing, promoting regionalism? Does being a rightist politician give you a right to give statements that might offend a religion that is not yours? And the worst part is, people like these rest in their homes peacefully, without a fear of law or the system because the power is in their hands, it is them who control everything. But if you or I even speak up about them, let alone raising a voice against them, we have probably taken our first step to ruining lives.

It is outrageous and disheartening to watch how everything works, we have rights but those can’t be exercised. Everything that happens in this democratic country is against the ethics and values of democracy, that is if we still call it a democracy. It certainly is not a country for good men, who are trampled and squished by the ones in power and the ones who have a different set of laws for themselves.

The Burnt


October 1947

It was past midnight when Salim heard some commotion outside in the street, there was nothing new about it, he was sure it was some Hindu mob attacking Akbar Marg, an all muslim street in the interiors of old Delhi. Hindus often came to attack the residents, they proclaimed Delhi to be theirs and wanted all the Muslims to go to in Jinah’s words ‘the moth-eaten nation- Pakistan’. The thought of fulfilling this wish of Hindus had come across Salim numerous times, but his mother, had dismissed the very idea of leaving Akbar Marg let alone Hindustan. He found it strange but didn’t want to leave behind his mother and therefore they stayed back. He thought he and his family could have a better future in Pakistan, a Muslim state, but his chances of migrating were bleak. The voices outside grew louder, they were nearing. He could hear a woman scream somewhere, probably some of the mobsters had got inside one of the houses. It was all an amalgamation of sounds-the mob, the screams of women, the protesting men and squealing babies.

Salim wished he could block all this and sleep peacefully for a night. The candle on the window sill had nearly burnt out, the light from it was flickering and in the shadows Salim could see the sleeping faces of his wife, Zeba and next to her their three year old son Sulaieman. Their faces peaceful, oblivious of the noise outside. Amidst all this he could also hear the soft snoring of his mother from some corner of the room.

Their house was one of the many one room ones in Akbar Marg, most of the Muslims had started living here after the partition. Even the rich ones who had lost everything had come here, every evening when they weren’t being attacked or attacking all the men sat at Farookh’s chai stall, discussing the political situation of Hindustan and Pakistan and some lamented leaving behind their past life.

Zakheer Khan, the potbellied man who was in his early forties, lived two houses away from Salim’s, proclaimed to be a mughal descendant. Few believed him, he found faults with everything he came across and grabbed attention quoting Ghalibs poetry in Persian. Salim, was used to living in this downtrodden way, this is how he had lived his entire life. Before Delhi, it was Ramgarh, a small district in Panjab where he along with his mother and her brother’s family somehow managed to eat two square meals a day. Her mother’s younger brother Rehman mama, had died and left behind two girls, three boys and a wife. Salim and his mother had come to Delhi after he got married to Zeba, leaving behind. Rehman mama’s family had insisted to live in Ramgarh, since he was buried there after his death and now they had gone missing, probably they had gone to Pakistan or were killed in a massacre.

He moved in his makeshift bed, adjusting himself to a more comfortable position. The noise outside could not be ignored any more, he knew he had to go outside to help his neighbors fight the mob, the only other alternative was watching his house being plundered and his family killed without putting up a fight. He would never let the mad mob overpower the people of Akbar Marg. “What a bunch of cowards they are, to attack at this time of the night” he thought to himself as he wore his shirt. He put on his skull cap, picked up the sword and without caring for the noise he made he closed the door and left. As he closed the door, he saw Zeba stirring, he was sure she was awake, just pretending to sleep.

The street was lit by the lamps, house number ten, where the Ahmeds lived was on fire. Salim now knew why there were the sounds of babies and women. He couldn’t believe that those son of bitches had put a house on fire and were gaining entry in their houses. How could the bastards stoop so low? Why were they targeting the women and children?

“Salim Bhai, quick they are heading there” he heard a voice with a hint of emergency in it , he looked back to see Kasim running and pointing to the south end of the street. Kasim had a lantern in one hand and a piece of wood in the other.

The noise was coming from the end Salim had just come from, where his house was, where his wife was pretending to sleep, his mother was snoring and his only son in a deep slumber. Salim began to run blindly, he had to stop the mob, kill every single man part of it. He surpassed, two brawling men, one had a weapon, the other was bare-handed, the former looked like a Hindu and to Salim’s horror the second one was Zakheer Khan, helpless, being brutally hit. Salim wanted to help but he had to go in the direction of the mob, make sure his family was fine and nobody entered his house.

In one corner, he could see a group of men huddled up, planning their next move, their new plan was to destroy the already plundered Akbar Marg, add a new trouble to the never-ending woes of its residents. He was about fifteen meters away from his house, when he again heard his name being cried out loudly, it was an outcry of a helpless man, it was Zakheer, he wanted to Salim to come to his rescue. He was bleeding profusely from his temples, his white ‘kurta’ the one he wore most of the times, was now red. It has hard to see a man of his size look so hopeless and helpless. His attacker was still kicking him, the weapon lay abandoned on the ground, he seemed to determined to kill. Salim couldn’t watch anymore and ran to save Zakheer’s life. The attacker in his zeal to kill, didn’t see Salim approaching them, he continued kicking Zakheer all over his body, his mouth too was bleeding now and he lay on the ground unable to move even a little. His screams had reduced to mere groans, all his strength gone.

Salim ran at a speed he never had, without a thought, without re-considering, forgetting all about humanity, he in the spur of the moment raised his sword and stabbed the unaware attacker right in the chest, where his heart was. The attacker fell on his knees, shock evident on his face and then he collapsed. Salim, to make sure he was dead kept stabbing him, till he was absolutely motionless. Zakheer was laying beside the now dead attacker, his breathing heavy but alive. He required immediate medical help. Salim had committed his first murder, he stood there looking at the dead body for a few minutes, disbelief on his face.

He soon dismissed all the thoughts gushing into his brain and dragged the unconscious Zakheer to a sheltered area and rushed to where the mob was, the residents of the Marg were trying to stop them, they were fighting a losing battle, he could see two houses on fire, the occupants with assistance from their neighbors trying to douse the fire. Salim was outraged to see all this happening, with his sword, now stained with the attacker’s blood he ferociously walked to the other end.

The noise of the mob was getting louder, they were screaming slogans, “Bharat Chorho” (leave Hindustan) “Hindustan hamara desh hai” ( Hindustan is our land). Salim joined the revolting Muslims, hitting anyone he didn’t recognize, he knew all the people who lived in Akbar Marg. It was easy to differentiate a Muslim from a Hindu, they were devoid of the mandatory beard the Muslims sported and most of the Muslims wore skull caps. He was dueling with a man who looked not more than twenty years, when he heard his name loudly,third time in the night. Then someone pulled him away from the quarreling mob. Before he could figure out who had pulled him away, and who had saved another man from being murdered by him, his eyes fell in the direction of his house, he was feet away from it. Dumb struck he looked at what was supposed to be his home few hours ago, the fire had engulfed it now. The flames rising up and down like a monster, challenging him to come near and fight with the sword he still held in his hand, his strength was diminished in front of the mighty fire.
He blindly, joined the people throwing buckets of water, all noises blocked now, he knew if he went inside to save his family, there was no chance of him coming out alive. The fire was behemothic, it had spread from the first house and nearly all houses in the row were ablaze. Most of the people, were now trying to put out the fire, someone was screaming to call the fire brigade, but they would take their own sweet time. One of the only two fire stations in Delhi was a half an hour drive away and it had a staff of less than 100 fire fighters.

Congress in their agenda had included improving the services, but right now they had to handle more grave issues. The fire was ravenously eating up the entire neighborhood, everyone was now out of their houses, trying in vain to douse the fire. It was only at the crack of dawn, the fire engine was heard. It took twelve men and three hours to put out the fire.

Half the houses in Akbar Marg had reduced to ashes, at eight in the morning, when everything had cooled down, Salim went to what had been his home nine hours back only to find the three badly burnt and dead bodies.

About getting Lucky


One valuable lesson I have learnt from my father is there is nothing called luck. Whenever I go for an exam or something important he never says the mandatory ‘best of luck’  his only two words are “do well.” Once out of  curiosity I happened to ask him why he never wished me luck. His reply was “because there is nothing like luck, if you have prepared well you will do well, nothing else can help you.”

I thought of it, he was right. It is us who ourselves can figure out our own luck, no angel can weave a magic wand over you when you aren’t prepared for an exam. I am just taking exams as an example here, there can be a lot more instances. Someone once said “Life is not easy. We all have problems-even tragedies-to deal with, and luck has nothing to do with it. Bad luck is only the superstitious excuse for those who don’t have the wit to deal with the problems of life.” How apt these words are, why blame luck for failures in life? If you were unlucky on a certain day, who is responsible? It obviously is YOU! If you failed with something, it implies that you lacked the thing, the factor in you to accomplish it. Luck had no role to play. A person didn’t get lucky if he is earning millions today, it was because he worked hard for it, right now we shouldn’t get into the wrong and right ways of doing things.

I come from a family that firmly believes in astrology, I do not contradict or question their believes or anyone who thinks similarly. What I think is feeding a black dog on every Saturday won’t change your destiny. Your destiny is what you make of it, what you do in your life and how you do it determines how lucky you will be and what your destiny will be. Luck and destiny are somehow co-related. Both are good if you have the right kind of attitude and a person himself is responsible for his luck and destiny.

On numerous accounts my brother and I have got into debates over the luck factor with our cousin. She somehow believes luck is the sole factor of success in life and has examples to contradict. I unfortunately can’t recall any right now but I will say the right kind of attitude and a little hard work are the sole ingredients of success. If you met with an accident you weren’t unlucky, it probably was because you weren’t driving properly, if you ran out of time in an exam it was because you didn’t learn how to manage time for that particular exam. I know most of you reading this will call me a fool and contradict me strongly, probably you are right in what you believe. But at the end of the day I will believe it wasn’t my bad luck if I failed it was my deeds that lead to the situation I might be in.

The Strike Strikes


So my awesome college *pun intended* had the most amazing beginning to a week. After the worst weekend spent studying Data analysis and Algorithms (DAA,  I am still not sure of the  full-form) courtesy the new college rule of having an exam every Monday everyone decided to skip the exams and strike against the new set of rules. Here is a little insight in what those rules were:

1) Exam every Monday ( The worst beginning to any week)

2) College working on Saturdays (Weekends ruined completely)

3) Uniforms (Do I need to add more?)

4) Facebook and Youtube Banned  (We got smartphones :P )

Its a pleasant rainy day somewhere around 10:00 AM, people are in the exam hall, most of them appearing unwillingly, they hear a mob, the mob enters the class rooms and tears all the answer sheets, this is what happens in one of the departments. Definitely a respite for the ones appearing in the exam unwillingly. The mob has already vandalized their own department, the notice boards, the window panes were smashed into pieces. After tearing the answer sheets they proceed to the third department, by 11:00 AM the entire college is enjoying the great ‘tamasha‘. Slogans are being raised against the administration, the mob is moving from one end of the campus to the other.

The on-lookers fully equipped up with their mobile phone cameras and umbrellas are enjoying every bit of it, after all they got to skip first two exams of the  year. I wonder how horrified the freshers might have been. The faculty and the professors are running around looking clueless and the admin is still not to be seen anywhere. Imagine entering a college with police deployed outside and bus windows being smashed.

I am definitely glad the exams got cancelled, and I detested every bit of these rules and vowed not to follow them and if forced to follow I decided to skip college everyday for the next two years, but tell me was the breaking and vandalizing the college property a good way to protest? I am in support of the strike, there is no way the college would have scraped the erratic rules and uniforms( the rumor was the color of our uniform was red), but the breaking things bit was too much.

The people who today broke the college window panes, will tomorrow go harm the national property, burn public buses, stone trains. In short the country’s future will be the same as present, every problem will multiply into million others. We will never find solutions to anything, this is not pessimism, it is the harsh truth, the stark reality of what we face today. Is this what our education has come to? Today’s incident in college reminded me of the Maruti Manesar plant incident. It was a harsh realization that we were pretty close to see what happened there in our own college.

Although these mobs are nothing new, other universities witness it more often especially during university elections, they are worse. But how long can we continue ruining our education,they vandalize places where we are supposed to gain something from. It is sad we have forgotten our moral values. I wish my fellow class-mates had chosen a better to protest against the new rules.

Folks You are in Chandigarh…


The City Beautiful is unique in its own ways. The city dwellers sometime feel the city is bland because it lacks a lot of things the metros have. It is peaceful, quiet, calm and all those things that make it just the right place for old people. Chandigarh does not have much to offer for us youngsters. But there is a certain charm attached to this city and that is what makes it exclusive. I hate to love this city.

Here are a few things exclusively found in The City Beautiful —

1) You see huge roundabouts after every 1000 meters stretch.

2) A traffic jam is a once-in-a-blue-moon occurrence (mostly around Diwali :P ).

3) There is a tavern in every corner of every sector.

4) If you get lost in Chandigarh, God help you with the metros.

5)Geri route is like FC Road and North Main in Pune, Kamla Nagar and Khan Market in Delhi, etc. You will find the coolest cars and the hottest crowd.

6) The city’s so damn small, whenever you’re out when you’re not supposed to be, you will definitely run into your neighbor or a friend of Dad’s. #Facepalm

7) Sukhna Lake is equivalent to the Marine Drive for us Chandigarhians.

8) There are precisely five good cafes here, we are bored of going there but we still go there because they guarantee a good evening. I am not talking of the CCD’s or Barista’s, those places suck big time.

9) Nobody knows what a cop is. Everybody knows who a Mama is.

10) No matter what the number of BMWs and Audis is on the roads, an open jeep will make the heads turn.

11) Sorry, Jiggs Kalra. Pal Dhaba is just light-years ahead of you.

12) Stu-C and the Sector 15 Tibetan food market is a broke student’s best friend.

13) Dear Malls, till the time you don’t hire someone to bomb Sector 17, you just won’t flourish here. Sincerely, Avid Shoppers.

Beer and Buddies; Books and Brew


These are the four b’s that a human being needs to live with, if I were stranded on an island either of these two combinations I wouldn’t miss anything. They help you survive anywhere and everywhere. Friends, your partners in crime, rescuers in crisis, misguides, philosophers when not in senses are the people whose company you will cherish all your lives.

You can act silly with them, pull their legs, offend them, pretend you hate them and get away with all this, although not without getting it back. They are the ones who laugh at your lamest jokes. I didn’t have good friends until I got to college, it was in college I met the people I now call friends for life. College is the perfect place to bump into like-minded crazy insane people. It is only in science opposite poles attract, when it comes to people it is the other way round.

There is nothing like having a good conversation over beer with your best buddies. That is how you stay high on life. Together they will help you survive any calamity. The two come to your rescue in the worst of situations. Last weekend we celebrated two great creations together, it was the friendship day and the world beer day. There you go, they even compliment each other this way, isn’t that just perfect? Beer is better with friends and  friends better with some beer not a lot though. I hope you did enjoy your weekend with the tow and didn’t let it go a waste.

The second combination books and brew is perfect for the times when you want to spend time on your own. A captivating book and a strong cup of coffee are enough to keep you entertained for a long time. The best sleepless nights are spent in the company of books and coffee.  It is the best way to have some peaceful, lonely and quiet time. The coffee keeps the sleep at bay when you are reading an exceptionally good book and you don’t want to fall asleep while at it.

With either the buddy and beer or books and brew combination one can forget the world around, things around seem to be simpler and more fun. So folks cheers, celebrate the companionship of these for eternity. Brew your life in a high way.